Is he a bad bf if he beats me up?!?

Ok, that was just to get attention. Real Question: Does he still like me?? Long story short we dated for a few mo aftr bn friends for 2yrs. We broke up n oct. He rote me n Jan. He's @college. I stoppd writn him 4 a mo and he keeps writn me msgs. Duz he stil lyk me? He nevr says it. But Duz he secretly? Were Christian and he sed he was waiting on God to lead him. PLEASE ANSWER!!!! I need help