I dont want to be weak again?

A LOT can happen in just a yr. You don't know if he already is dating someone new by now or not. I doubt he will give it second tho't of you both going to the same school together. It's been a good while since then. I'd just go with the school strictly on your mind & don't set yourself up for any disappointments & you'll be far better off. Put the past in the past & leave it there you'll be much better off if you do...have a good school year...:)